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In which FP opens his heart

Feelings are strange things.

When I started this blog, I was hoping it would make me a better writer. And it has. Except when it comes to my deepest feelings. I’m still terrible at putting them into words. I clam up. I can feel things in my body, a warm glow spreading outwards from my heart, but I can’t describe them. I can’t tell people just how they make me feel, partly because I can’t find the words, partly because I’m scared they’ll run away.

If I ever look you in the eyes and tell you how you really make me feel, that means you’re a very special person. Noone I’ve met, yet, has touched me enough to make me break those barriers down.

Surprisingly, I’m not feeling very scared at the moment.

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